I have the worst headache tonight. And after quite a bit of sweet tea and online shopping, it’s decidedly worse.
I thought gaming might help.
But I logged in and I just feel so disappointed. I’m not involved in my guild very much anymore – sometimes I want to /gquit and scoot away quickly, I’m not close to anyone that I’ve played with in the past, Daniel’s quit playing, Steve & Cass went back to Steve’s realm, Sara’s stopped playing, and WoW is incredibly less social for me now.
I have two level 80′s, a handful of tiny alts scattered on different realms, I have no desire (or time!) to focus on raiding, and no friends in the game except for one and we barely see each other in game now because our schedules are so different.
This is a bit of angst for my geeky little self. Immersing myself into these worlds has been a creative outlet for awhile now and I feel like it’s slipping away and it’s so frustrating.
My only hope is that Cataclysm will be so different, so exciting, that I will long to explore the worlds and play no matter if I have friends in game.
Yes, I know. This sounds really silly. I HAVE NO FRIENDS IRL OR IN GAME. HALP. Let me have my moment.
In closing, this is a lame Friday night and now I’m going to go methodically bang my head on the wall in hopes that it will feel better.