Archive for December, 2002

rebuke is a funny thing.

Tuesday, December 31st, 2002

Your heart doesn’t expect it and the bitter stinging of tears does nothing to wash away the dreadful ache within. How do you reach out and beg someone’s forgiveness? Any words said thus far have been nothing but helpful and I hesitate to spill my heart anymore. My unguarded places feel vulnerable.

I think my hunger to share my soul is somewhat dangerous.

When it rains or it shines on this pillow of mine
I will lift up my head to the sky
So I have chance to see
Where my hope has come from
Know there’s nothing that I can’t abide

When nothing satisfies You
Hold my hand 

ow.

Monday, December 30th, 2002

Talking with someone online is rather difficult. It’s so easy to read into what they type. How do I know if they really mean that? What if that smiley was sarcastic? I’m just too dang sensitive. Perhaps I need to stop chatting so much.

you know it’s a slow night at our house.

Monday, December 30th, 2002

When we all gather around to take each other’s blood pressure. Mine was high. *frown*

in the wee hours.

Sunday, December 29th, 2002

It doesn’t matter if you are hurting and the memories are ripping you to pieces. I’ll always be there to listen.

hiatus.

Friday, December 20th, 2002

Gonna take a break for awhile Riiiight