Archive for October, 2005

halloween 2005.

Sunday, October 30th, 2005

he is more than able.

Saturday, October 29th, 2005

He sat by a fire of seven-fold heat,
As He watched by the precious ore,
And closer He bent with a searching gaze
As He heated it more and more.
He knew He had ore that could stand the test,
And He wanted the finest gold
To mould as a crown for the King to wear,
Set with gems with a price untold.
So He laid our gold in the burning fire,
Tho’ we fain would have said Him ‘Nay,’
And He watched the dross that we had not seen,
And it melted and passed away.
And the gold grew brighter and yet more bright,
But our eyes were so dim with tears,
We saw but the fire–not the Master’s hand,
And questioned with anxious fears.
Yet our gold shone out with a richer glow,
As it mirrored a Form above,
That bent o’er the fire, tho’ unseen by us,
With a look of ineffable love.
Can we think that it pleases His loving heart
To cause us a moment’s pain?
Ah, no! but He saw through the present cross
The bliss of eternal gain.
So He waited there with a watchful eye,
With a love that is strong and sure,
And His gold did not suffer a bit more heat,
Than was needed to make it pure.

Streams in the Desert

god’s glory and the deepest joy of human souls.

Monday, October 24th, 2005

God in seeking his glory seeks the good of his creatures, because the emanation of his glory . . . implies the . . . happiness of his creatures. And in communicating his fullness for them, he does it for himself, because their good, which he seeks, is so much in union and communion with himself. God is their good. Their excellency and happiness is nothing but the emanation and expression of God’s glory. God, in seeking their glory and happiness, seeks himself, and in seeking himself, i.e. himself diffused . . . he seeks their glory and happiness.

Thus it is easy to conceive how God should seek the good of the creature . . . even his happiness, from a supreme regard to himself; as his happiness arises from . . . the creature’s exercising a supreme regard to God . . . in beholding God’s glory, in esteeming and loving it, and rejoicing in it.

God’s respect to the creature’s good, and his respect to himself, is not a divided respect; but both are united in one, as the happiness of the creature aimed at is happiness in union with himself.
– Jonathan Edwards

15 Implications by John Piper

1. God’s passion for his own glory and his passion for my joy in him are not at odds.

2. Therefore, God is as committed to my eternal and ever-increasing joy in him as he is to his own glory.

3. The love of God for sinners is not his making much of them, but his graciously freeing and empowering them to enjoy making much of him.

4. All true virtue among human beings must aim at bringing people to rejoice in the glory of God.

5. It also follows that sin is the suicidal exchange of the glory of God for the broken cisterns of created things.

6. Heaven will be a never-ending, ever-increasing discovery of more and more of God’s glory with greater and ever-greater joy in him.

7. Hell is unspeakably real, conscious, horrible and eternal – the experience in which God vindicates the worth of his glory in holy wrath on those who would not delight in what is infinitely glorious.

8. Evangelism means depicting the beauty of Christ and his saving work with a heartfelt urgency of love that labors to help people find their satisfaction in him.

9. Similarly Christian preaching, as part of the corporate worship of Christ’s church, is an expository exultation over the glories of God in his word, designed to lure God’s people from the fleeting pleasures of sin into the sacrificial path of obedient satisfaction in him.

10. The essence of authentic, corporate worship is the collective experience of heartfelt satisfaction in the glory of God, or a trembling that we do not have it and a great longing for it.

11. World missions is a declaration of the glories of God among all the unreached peoples, with a view to gathering worshippers who magnify God through the gladness of radically obedient lives.

12. Prayer is calling on God for help so it is plain that he is gloriously resourceful and we are humbly and happily in need of grace.

13. The task of Christian scholarship is to study reality as a manifestation of God’s glory, to speak about it with accuracy, and to savor the beauty of God in it.

14. The way to magnify God in death is by meeting death as gain.

15. “It is a Christian duty, as you know, for everyone to be as happy as he can.”
(C. S. Lewis)

adding to the list.

Saturday, October 22nd, 2005

Last night, I visited the new Barnes & Noble in The Shops at Greenridge (which is by far the most amazing shopping centre I’ve seen in this area) and was delighted to find it bigger and better than the other B&N I frequent. Their Starbuck’s cafe has food from The Cheesecake Factory. Which is reason enough to switch bookstores, yes?

As I mentioned earlier, my pile of books-to-read is growing daily. And last night I simply piled more onto the list.

Here’s my recent purchases:

Fascinating Stories of Forgotten Lives by Charles Swindoll
At First Sight
by Nicholas Sparks
Sex and the Supremacy of Christ
by John Piper
A Wedding in December
by Anita Shreve
The Macrobiotic Path to Total Health
by Michio Kushi and Alex Jack
Eats, Shoots & Leaves
by Lynne Truss
The Witch of Blackbird Pond
by Elizabeth George Speare
The Giver
by Lois Lowry
The Most Important Year in a Woman’s Life
by Roger Wolgemuth, Bobbie Wolgemuth, Mark DeVries and Susan DeVries
30 Minute Meals 2
by Rachael Ray
Natural Cures “They” Don’t Want You to Know About
by Kevin Trudeau
The Hip Chick’s Guide to Macrobiotics
by Jessica Porter

my candle burns at both ends; it will not last the night.

Friday, October 21st, 2005

Three months from today, I am marrying Daniel. There is still quite a bit of the wedding to plan. I have about thirteen new books that I’m dying to read. My ebay stack-of-things-to-sell is larger than life. My bedtime has been quite late recently. I haven’t been drinking as much water as I need to. I haven’t completely planned out my geisha costume. Squandering time is my worst fear. Achievable goals seem like but a distant dream. One of our new offices opens in a month – with a flood of new employees. The daily grind is becoming just that – a daily grind.

It’s as though I’ve recognized burnout but I’m already charred. Burnout is caused by unbalance – but I’ve always thought it just happened to other people. Workaholics and perfectionists. But this week I’m realizing that it can happen to anyone who is concerned with the little things in life just as much as the grand things.

The moments where everything clicks, time stops and it’s perfect? I love those. The sense of peace and gratefulness is overwhelming. Sometimes I wonder if there is pride mixed in. I can’t stop wanting to repeat those experiences. In my heart of hearts, I commit to doing things perfectly which sets in place a cycle of self-destruction that smothers the joy out of my living. The pursuit of perfection is a deadly and bitterly disappointing game.

It seems contradictory to slow down when I see life picking up speed. But if I don’t slow down and catch my breath – I’m going to miss those important things. In fact, the sacred whispers are often silent when my soul is living too loudly.

So I reach out to the only One who can help me change. Taking the slower path, making the detours, asking for help – I must rely on the strength of a Stronger Power.