Archive for November, 2003

downtown.

Monday, November 17th, 2003

Tonight was a nice break from the monotonous hunting for jobs. Amber and I went downtown tonight and had a great time. Parts of downtown’s trees are wrapped in lights so we had our first moment of Christmas bliss for this year. When we rounded a corner, I found myself dreamily standing in front of the Poinsett Hotel again. If the weird Italian guy hadn’t asked us for coffee, and the police hadn’t arrested a few guys near us, we might have stayed longer. 

So, we came back to my place and took a few pictures [amber, weird bottled water shot, moi ] and a really weird video (amber wants everyone to know that I’m the one laughing so weirdly).

crazies at wal-mart.

Friday, November 14th, 2003

I first saw him rummaging about on the computer aisle. His constant gazing at my buggy began driving me crazy. When I stopped to check out the heat wraps on the medicine aisle, he and his girlfriend slithered by. There was just something about him that shouted out, “Evil! Run!” Of course, I experience that feeling quite a bit when I’m at Wal-Mart. It’s just normally because I’m trying to convince myself I don’t need to buy the latest Sim Expansion pack.

I almost choked when he and his girlfriend ended up behind me in line for the checkout. I shouldn’t have been surprised when he leaned over and whispered to his girlfriend, “We need to hurry. The sheriff might see my truck in the parking lot.”

I refrained from grabbing the nearest Wal-Mart greeter as my shield and heading for the door.

the bakery.

Thursday, November 13th, 2003

It’s like clockwork. The wind picks up, the leaves line the streets, I pull all of my scarves out, the heat is officially turned on, and I head to the bakery.

Once a year, rain or shine, my granny sends me to the bakery in downtown Greenville. It’s a tiny little place filled with chocolate, sugar coated candies, antique dolls (which has never made sense), jars of Chow Chow, and every sweet food you can imagine. The two older ladies who run the store have me memorized. From the minute I walk in the door, they dust their aprons off and run to ask me how my granny is, when did I get that new hair cut, how is my love life, where am I working, would I want the new recipe for pineapple cake, etc.

Maybe they can never remember my name and always call me “that young girl” but I still consider them sweet friends.

broken places.

Wednesday, November 12th, 2003

“The world breaks every one and afterward many are strong at the broken places.”
– Ernest Hemingway

a time to keep silent.

Tuesday, November 4th, 2003

There is a time for sharing and a time to keep silent. That’s the thought I had when I crossed Lake Hartwell tonight. For the past three years, I have poured out my heart in my blog. There were moments when I should have kept my mouth shut and other moments when I could have expounded a bit more. However, all of it has been my journey. I love writing and sharing with you. We have become a community. You are my family in a sense. Yet, in the past few weeks I have felt a burden of silence. It’s as though anything I might share will lose its grandeur and meaning to me. So, I think I’ll walk away for a bit, stop writing, and just learn. [Remember the old proverb – bloggers always come back]

But, to keep my digital camera from getting lonely – I might post pictures occasionally.